feel so tired these days wor..
i mean i noe my life isnt as stressful as others..
they hav tons of responsilbities
and i dun.. but feel so old lehs.
got wrinkles le.. i tink. : <- ME!
tink i bring unneed stress on myself bahs..
must change this bad habit! hahas.
but maybe need a lil help in there.. hehs.

hope i find my purpose in life soon =D

this week's horoscope for geminis: believe that you are the luckiest!
so... am i? lols.


trying so hard to stay optimistic..
but its killin me slowly..
how long can i remain smiling
without you beside me..

i know i had always been a worthless loser;
annoying understatement;
jealous retard;
selfish bitch;
stupid burden;
pathetic disappointment;
i know i had always been in the way;
good-for-nothing;
thoughtless;
lost; careless;
SORRY;
i know i never treasure you in the past...
somehow i still cant seem to start learning now..
help me to realise my mistakes yah?

i will always be there..
silently by your side.

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke,
your love life's D.O.A
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week,
your month, or even your year
But ... I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'cause you're there for me too.

you used to be. at least. :)
and im happy.

ackkk stupid stupid stupid chinese books.
now my head is all messed with chinese dumb words.
arugh.

ok dun mind me. im a normal person actually.
not a crazy one. and a wuliao one.
so pls dun take my previous [some deleted] posts seriously.
hahas.

so. im in 3h. ok... actually i dunno if im even in the class i wanna be in.
lols. cus erm.. everyone is all scattered?
so somehow i aint sure im supposed to be happy or disappointed. hahas.
is that good or bad? huhs..

remember.. im normal! i am!
though sometimes i seriously doubt it.
or is it just me? haha.
maybe im just a bimbo who wouldnt admit the truth. :P

im really really scared.. of next year.
the future, actually.
i mean, a dream of me failing some damm test..
for several nights continuously?
wth is THAT supposed to mean?
is it a sign or something.
well i sure hope it goes and kill itself and never fall on me.

thats the only thing on my mind these days..
why do i have to be the only one to worry so much?!

2oo6; E SCARY YR.

2oo7; BASICALLY, GENERALLY, probably, GONNA BE..
your doom. WAHAHAHAHAS.
better kill yourself to avoid it.

in fact, im afraid of.. everything.

someone please, save me.


ahahahas. dramatic! i love. but hey, its true.

I CANNOT BELIEVE DAT I ALMOST FORGOT THIS IMPORTANT DAY!
i mean i rmb it ytd.. da day before.. one week ago.. one month ago..
and i almost forgot it on da day itself. -___- how blur can i be..
niunai pls forgive me.. *pray in direction of taiwan* lols.
so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIUNAI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YE YI HUA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YE NAI WEN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
YOU WILL BE MY LOVE FOREVER!
yays. im so happy for him..
i wish.. dat he will be happy and cheerful everyday..
never giving up hope.. never thinkin dat his fans hav given up on him..
cus we din.. he will be in our heart forever and we know dat one day..
ENERGY WILL BE BACK! WE KNOW IT OK?!

XINYI
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fifteen/juneo6
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losingFRIENDS . veggies . loneliness . shutting my mouth . running . sports . nightmares [espec those which i happen to die inside -.-] . pimples . liars . irresponsiblity . hypocrites . gossipers . girls that totally cause the female populatn to lose face . MONEYdiggers. fools . backstabbers . whispering . skirts . disappointment . ACTCUTEness . selling flags . discrimination . EMPTYwallet . emptyHEART . LOVEcusitsucks .

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